Wednesday, August 27, 2014

A Return to Joynalism

A few mornings ago, late August.

I started freelancing this week. I had a chance encounter with an editor in the cafe of one of my workplaces (King Arthur Flour). Thinking I worked in the publicity department at King Arthur, she introduced herself and when I told her that I worked in sales but held a journalism degree, we spoke the language of freelance. I received my first assignment soon after.

It's been a nice return. When I discovered my trusted voice recorder had reached it's last leg, I enjoyed researching and purchasing a new one, conducting the necessary background research before the interview, compiling questions, and this evening, driving down dirt roads to my interviewee's home in rural Vermont.

The hard-hitting questions were a tough return, but I think they've always been tough. It's where the challenge in journalism lies -- between the commitment to a powerful, thought-provoking article and the risk of an uncomfortable or challenging interview.

P.S. I originally intended for the title of this post to sound Boston-accented, but I think the 'joy' part works too. :)

Friday, August 22, 2014

Reflections on Ferguson

I've long enjoyed the "Best American Series" of essays and poetry, published annually by Houghton Mifflin. I recently began "The Best American Essays of the (20th) Century." I've digested an essay a day, and with every year of the last century represented, I've jumped from 1928 to 1941 to 1957 to 1963 thus far.

Martin Luther King Jr.'s "Letter from Birmingham Jail" representing 1963 is my current favorite, and the most thought-provoking of the few I've read. While I'd read the essay before, one passage in particular often sticks with me, even more so this month:

"I cannot sit idly by in Atlanta and not be concerned about what happens in Birmingham. Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere. We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly. Never again can we afford to live with the narrow, provincial "outside agitator" idea. Anyone who lives inside the United States can never be considered an outsider anywhere in this country.

It's a choice of thought that I've struggled with before, the belief that certain geographic areas are immune, that we live in an equal society, that we don't have issues of race or class or discrimination, that our surroundings are safer and more just than others. It's a mistake made far too often, a belief of separation.

This past spring, I wrote a book about race for my senior thesis. Focusing on the homogenous state of Vermont, which at nearly 96% white, is one of the whitest and most liberal in the nation, I interviewed black and white Vermonters, local and state law enforcement, government officials, civil rights attorneys, veterans of the Civil Rights movement and educators. In the process, I attempted to prove that due to it's homogenous nature, Vermont lacked a civil rights moment and while socially accepting, issues of racial acceptance remain. While geographic regions experience different racial demographics and different experiences with racial inequality, I believe we share a responsibility of awareness relating to the discrimination and racial inequality within the United States.

In a similar light, I've watched the events in Ferguson, Missouri unfold these past two weeks and have thought often of the history of American racism. I heard it in the interviews I conducted while writing the book and I understand it better today: a 400-year history of what whites have done to blacks in America cannot be erased in 50 years.

In this light, I began to think of what's changed in American racial relations in the past 50 years; yet in doing so, immediately noticed the disparity between the amount of legal changes, not the unmeasurable societal changes.

I focused on unconscious racial biases in the book, on how we perceive, react, and act towards those unlike ourselves. In reflection of Ferguson, it appears that racial acceptance in the United States has yet to be achieved. Between media perception of young black men, the socio-economic divide present between black and white and police brutality, we're holding ourselves back as a people and nation from true, progressive change in racial acceptance. The legalities might exist, but full racial acceptance hasn't occurred.

In the meantime, I wonder at the possibility of choosing to not sit idly by, but to choose to travel the extra mile and actively work to understand, recognize, acknowledge and prevent our own unconscious racial biases. Perhaps in doing so, we may positively define the next 50 years of American racial equality.

Sunday, August 17, 2014

Two!

Two years ago this week, I began this blog. Since then, I've discovered an immediate and long-lasting love for writing. I've never before celebrated this anniversary-of-sorts, (although a year ago at this time was crazy busy between an internship, travel, and moving) but as I've thought more about writing this summer, I've realized this is where it all began.

I've discovered a sense of expression through writing in these two years that I had never understood, nor truthfully knew existed. This blog has grown from my daily life and experiences by the North Sea into a bit more about what surrounds each of us: place (travel, particularly), race, religion,  literature and photography.


P.S. I've never written about this before, but I had a lot of fun dreaming up a url name for this blog. At the time, "Live How You Love to Live" was a favorite reminder I had thought up. It remains so. 

Thursday, August 7, 2014

Reflection on Writing, Sky and Sleep

I attended a blogging panel at the Bookstock Literary Festival a couple of weeks ago and began to think deeper about this blog. While I've always enjoyed writing, the hope that it may someday be an integral part of my future has grown with each year, each opportunity, and each supportive and inspirational person.

As I've thought about this platform that I've used for nearly two years, I realized that I don't typically stick to any schedule of writing, and I did not set out, nor am I setting out, to be a blogger. Rather, (I hope!) a writer. I'm often transitioning here to different areas of writing, from stories and experiences in my own life, to literature, places, ideas and people that I believe have made, and can make, an impact on our world. In relation to this blog, I hope more than anything else, that I allow anyone reading to think deeply.
                                                       

I've been working more than usual lately, and had today off and a faraway appointment scheduled. It was an early morning of conquering three states by car and returning home sometime in the afternoon. It had been a while since I had been home by 3 p.m. and the first order of business was to return to my bed with a book. The end of the drive had been punctuated with brief thunderstorms bringing ribbons of lightning between bursts of sunlight.

Once at home, I lay beneath two skylights as the thunderstorms came and went, the sky changing from shades of blue, to gray, to white. At some point, I fell asleep. Dreams occurred and I woke tangled in a purple afghan my Mom had made and the sound of her voice downstairs. In that moment too, I thought that naps might be some of the best uses of time. As a side note, I've noticed that naps tend to end in one of two ways: waking to sheer misery and fogginess while emerging from a deep sleep, or waking to happiness, renewal and a sudden love for the surrounding world. This nap, thankfully, should be included in the latter. By this point, the storms had ended and the sky appeared somewhat yellow, or orange, or as I thought in that moment, a faded golden.